mi vida...my world
New life

Well what can I say, life is ok. My step daughter has been living with us for about 5 months or so. She’s the sweetest girl ever. She’s just a joy to have around :) besides that, nothing much else has changed. Started working out again with my friend. I hope I can go back to what I use to look like. I’m doing it for me.

Hey ya’ll 😊

It looks like my life is about to change a bit. My husbands oldest daughter is moving in with us…tonight! I’m going from just 3 kids to 4 over night. I’m nervous. I don’t know how to be a parent to a 17 year old. I just hope everything goes well. Wish me luck :/

Wow

Well it’s been, what 2 years or so and it’s been good. I’ve had a job for a lil over a year. Granted it’s not my dream job, but it’s a job none the less. My marriage is doing well, so far, and we’ve even add another member to our family. A lil princess. She’s the cutest baby, and so wonderful. I’m hoping now that we have a girl, my husband will show her how a man is suppose to treat a lady. My husband is deployed, again, to some far off place. I really think he’s much more different this time around. It’s like he’s changed for the better, and I’m really happy about it. I can really tell he misses us and wants to come home. I pray that we stay happy and together for many years to come.

Getting there

Haven’t posted in a while, but things seem to be getting a lil better. Gosh I hope I didn’t just jinxs myself. Things happen in life for a reason, I just wish I knew the reason : / still need a job too

I guess…

Well some time has pasted and it seems to be getting a bit better. But I still have my guard up. I think I can get through this mess. I just need a lil in push. I really need to get going on the things I wanna do to improve myself. Gotta do it for my sons :)

Can’t help it

Well time is going by and it seems to be going ok. But I can’t help but think, is he still talking to her? Is he still seeing her? Does he love her? All this shit is messing with my head and it’s driving me crazy! Maybe my therapist is right. Maybe our marriage won’t last much longer. Maybe it’s better if it doesn’t…

Me :)

Me :)

theniftyfifties:

Pin up art by Joyce Ballantyne

I want to look like this

theniftyfifties:

Pin up art by Joyce Ballantyne

I want to look like this

Blah…

It’s just one of those nights where my mind is just wondering, and thoughts are just flowing like beer. This sucks!

Ok

So I’ve been going on interviews for the whole month of feb and I still don’t have a damn job. Instead of them saying, ” hey you got the job!” they say, ” we’ll call you and let you know” I’m wasting gas going back and forth. It’s getting so frustrating and depressing. I JUST WANT A JOB! I want to help support my boys. I want to feel independent. I don’t want to have to rely on someone for money. If there is a job god, help a mommy out will ya?!